[It certainly isn't the first time Sirius has Stared at Remus, and it isn't the first time he's done so with the intent to appreciate, either, much as he will deny it.

But it is the first time he has done so while Remus was looking right back at him, fully aware of what is going on. Wow that wine went to his head fast.

Sirius rubs at a temple. He's resigned. He can't even fight it anymore. He's starting to wonder why he had been. Oh right, fear of utterly ruining his relationship with his best friend.]

Yeah... me too. Thinkin there was some stuff I shoulda done, or maybe shouldnta done, but either way I guess I got the regrets.